I am 44, years old and weight 150 lbs. This was my first cycle.
I did 12 weeks of Trenbolone Acetate, Testosterone and Arimidex (orally).
I did shots every other day, where on Monday I would do 1 ML of tren and then on Wednesday I would do 1 ML of tren and 1 ml of testosterone and keep alternating, so in two weeks I would do 7 ml of tren and 3.5 ml of testosterone. I also did an anti estrogen orally (Arimidex) as a liquid while doing the cycle to prevent any unwanted gyno and estrogen levels down.
I finsihed my cycle the first week of December and immediately (two days) started taking my PCT (orally), which included Clomid and Novaldex. I did 1 ML of Clomid and 1/2 ML of Novaldex every day for 3 weeks. It’s been about two weeks since I finshed the PCT and my balls are starting to shrink, since I stopped the PCT. It’s very hard for me to keep an erection and cum. My blood work a week ago showed the following:
Testosterone 38 L should be 241-827 ng/dl
Estradiol 26 should be < 0r = 39 pg/ml
My trainer wanted me to go on HCG and I told him based on what I read on the forum, I did not want to risk permanent damage to the sensitivity to my testes and I felt because of the length of the cycle and the strength of the tren, that I just needed to do a longer 3 week PCT. He got upset with me and now refuses to get my clomid and novaldex. He says that HCG is standard for PCT, but this comes from someone who doesn’t even get on the internet, not saying everything on the internet is true, but…
Should I try Clomid and Novaldex again? Dosage amount? Time duration? How can I acquire? It seems everything online is a scam from India or Canada. If you can’t answer this, then I understand. Are the pills better then taking orally in liquid form? I was combining the two drugs in the same syringe, is that cool?
Will my body eventually start producing testosterone, if I do nothing at all? If so how long? Am I better off doing option #1?
I can’t seem to find an Endocronologist that will prescribe what I need. How can I find one who believes in SERM?
Thanks a lot and I have learned a very valuable lesson, but I do NOT want to be on testosterone shots for the rest of my life when I know I am capable of producing test on my own. I had a high sex drive prior to doing roids and that increased 3x during my cycle. Now, it’s like I don’t have any drive. I am frustrated and getting real depressed.