I have been cycling on and off for years on short cycles (3 to 4 weeks), test prop only. Never had any issue.
Last cycle, I changed my source and did a test prop / mast wich was absolutely fine.
But… this cycle, I planned on doing test prop 750/week with a frontload of 500mg on day 1.
Started fine, feeling good pumps, everything was ok.
Day 2 I had an insomnia feeling way too much energic. I know that happens sometimes when androgens levels goes up.
Day 3 second injection. I had an insomnia, didn’t slept AT ALL. Felt incredibly energic.
BUT, started to feel my heart beatint HARD in my chest, anxiety going up, for hours until I started to think I was gonna die from a heart attack or becoming absolutely crazy.
Ended up at the doctors office, everything was fine, even blood pressure.
Since that, everything went wrong.
One moment to another, I would feel « normal again », but 2 hours later I would panick for absolutely nothing (like just being bitten by a bug, having a sunburn), then normal for 2 hours, then would cry for nothing, then normal…
I even start to have fears leading to small panick attacks about being in crowded places, driving too fast, being alone with my thoughts etc…
Normally, I feel incredibly confident, never had this, I an a really « chill » guy, never anxious or anything.
It’s been exactly 1 week since the panick attack, it seems to slowly go better as I seem to be more often « normal » and less often in panick… but it’s still hell.
I think about stupidly elevated oestrogens? What do you guys think about it?
I kept test at roughtly 300mgs/week, hoping to feel the « feel awesome » from the test the time extra oestrogens will clear VS crashing directly into PCT.
If you could help me guys, or if you just had your experience to share it would be awesome.