I was going to respond, giving my polite two cents about your p90x shit, and then I came across this^^^
Consider this an intervention. If you take yourself seriously, you will read this to the end, if you dont, and you cant take constructive criticism, then you can just be small forever, I couldnt give two shits. Its up to you from here...
You are a member of T-Nation now. Congratulations for finding the only place on the web that has people who are actually dedicated to getting fucking huge and helping others to finding their way to getting massive!
Just a word to the wise...Take that attitude shove it up your ass, and realize that people are trying to help you. Lift your ass off, eat like Kobiyashi, and sleep like youre in a coma. If you cant make it a priority to get fucking huge, then you will never be a big guy. If you dont want to get huge, then good luck to you I hope that you find your way.
Youre actually quite lucky...T-Nation of yesteryear would have ripped you apart mercilessly if you would have started posting when I found this site in 2006. I am no big guy myself, but the best advice I can give you, besides to fucking chill out and humble yourself so people take you seriously and help you, is to read Bricknyce's bodybuilding bible, which has been stickied in the bodybuilding forum, and pray that you are lucky enough to have some of the more experienced guys on here, who have been here for an eternity and are patient enough to suffer through guys like us pestering them for information, post in your threads. Also, check out the Brotherhood of Iron thread.
Remember...the posters at T-Nation are probably the most brutally honest motherfuckers on the web, and that means that you wont always get the answer that you want, but you will always get the answer that you need if you are patient and dedicated enough. Nobody on this site is going to sugarcoat anything.
Welcome to T-Nation,