When I said I hang out with these guys, I meant occasionally at bars and parties. We used to all be in the same circle, but things change when you grow up. I doubt they were trying to screw me over. I'm not really mad at them.
She's the one to blame. She knew exactly what was going on. I think this has been going on for the past two months, but I'm not really sure of that now.
Yes, Hindsight is 20/20. It's all too clear now. Sometimes your judgement is clouded by feelings. I don't think there was anything I could do to prevent this besides not dating her.
She's a skank and that's all there is to it. There are issues with her I'm sure. You can't just sleep with a circle of friends and there not be something wrong with you.
What bothers me the most is that I didn't see it coming. I feel like such a sucker, and my pride and honour have been compromised. On the bright side, I had things that I wanted to do but I was on the fence because I wanted to be with her (Joining the Army is one of them).
This might be one of the better things to happen to me though. I have nothing holding me back from that now, and I probably needed something to pull me away from her. I had my doubts with her, but I was willing to try and make it work. Now I realize that I shouldn't have to try and make it work, if it's good it should work all on it's own.
She doesn't know that I know yet, so this could be interesting...
Any thoughts on what should be said? I was thinking of just telling her that I know, that I'm disgusted, and to never speak to me again.
Also, one of the guys that she railed has a girlfriend. This girlfriend of his is best friend's with The Skank. Do I drop the ball? Right now I want to. She's a really nice girl and deserves better.
But on the other hand, I don't know if it has to be said. I know I'm glad I found out that I was getting fucked over though...