I think it's jealousy that drives you...
I think you hate that there are people here, who believe with a conviction about something, some ideology, and you wish you had such conviction (about anything.) The problem is, you are hollow, you have no backbone to speak of. You have nothing to stand on, but hate and envy.
Whether it's Christians, Jews, Muslims, you envy them because they have defined themselves with what they believe. You have not, and you are not capable because you have no fucking clue who YOU are. You are the kind of kid who will blame everyone else's success on luck, "they got lucky, they must be lucky." I doubt you have worked or invested in a single thing in your life, because you have no nuts. So you come in here, try to poke at our ideologies (whatever and whichever they may be).
If you choose not to believe in a religion that is your choice. Why you feel the need try to convince others of your position, only to reaffirm your own position, is true weakness.
The point behind religion is faith. Believing in what is not humanly possible, but what is divinely possible. Now, carry on with your sewage.