I’m not normally one to put personal shit on the forum, but it this case I’m going to make an exception. I’m stuck at work and nobody I’ve called is home, so I had to get this out another way.
I was laying in bed this morning when my buddy called to drop the news that a old friend of ours committed suicide yesterday. This was not someone I was ever particualrly close with and I had not really seen or heard from her in the past few years.
The thing that’s bugging me is that about a week or two ago, she phoned me out of the blue. The reason she gave for phoning was that she was looking at a job posting that she thought I might be interested in. The job was one I wasn’t really qualified for, so I thought it was kind of a weird reason to call. If she just wanted to talk, she didn’t need to make up an excuse to call. we shot the shit for a while and talked about her new job, how her and her boyfriend were interested in breeding sled dogs etc. The call seemed weird, but Ihad no clue there was a problem.
What pisses me off most was that I guess it was a double suicide. Her and her boyfriend piped the exhaust from their car into the window. My understanding is that he was being chared for assaulting/molesting her Aunt’s kids. If you’re such a despicable fuck your need to assault kids, go ahead and kill yourself, but why talk your girlfriend into it too? Now I don’t really know that it was his idea or if the assault charge thing is true or what really happened, I’m just venting.
Now don’t get me wrong, I’m blaming myself for mssing the signs or anything and I’m not really asking advice. The purpose of this wasn’t to start a thred about suicide, I just had to do something other than just sitting here thinking about it.