Hi everyone i just joined this website and have read through several TRT forums and have learnt the basics of TRT. To begin with I would like to inform yall that i never really felt like a man i am able to masturbate or have sex without any problems except for when im cutting or losing weight for bodybuilding purposes however my sex drive in general is very low as i get almost no morning wood inspite of being a very fit person as i have been lifting weights since the past 7 years random erections are also non existent unless im using zma
i have been using zma since the past several years to reduce the insomnia which i have been having since several years the insomnia gets really bad if i have a lot of caffeine or workout a few hours before going to bed apart from this i also have a baby face and when i say baby face i mean to say that my face literally almost hasnt hit puberty along with my body its really embarassing and depressing as i am 27 years old already and still look like a child my facial hair growth is also laughable and looked like a 16 year olds until i used minoxidil only for my beard which gave me a full beard but its still very thin and i have a very few hair follicles on my face also while bulking my face gets very round and puffy which im assuming is because of the high estrogen levels and while on creatine my face beccomes as round as a football. So i have been off creatine since the past 2 years.
Another embarassing thing is that i have an hourglass body like that of a woman and im not joking here my body literally looks like that of a woman especially while bulking as the hips are round and curvy and i have big glutes with a small waist i will attach pictures if yall dont believe me. I also have extreme social anxiety and its so bad that i cant even walk properly in front of people. I even look very awkward while talking to people. The only thing that helps reduce the anxiety is alcohol which i rarely drink. This is very frustrating as its ruining my social life and i had to reject a few girls because of this.
Physique wise i do have a good physique and that is only because i have good muscle insertions a good diet and a small waist strength in the gym is also good. The only thing i feel motivated to do is go to the gym and thats because i am very passionate about it. Apart from that i have no drive to do anything else. I also suffer from very bad brain fog and low memory and these things get worse if i slept less or masturbated so the only thing that helps me here is being on nofap and fapping only on weekends when i have my workoffs. Body hair growth is also bad as i have extremely light hair on my chest and stomach nothing on my back and very light hair on my arms aswell. The only hairy parts are my lower legs pubic hair and underarm hair. Hair on the upper thighs are also light. The social anxiety also gets aggravated if i dont sleep enough or have caffeine.
Please help me people as i dont understand how can a man have such high estrogen levels while having very high DHT levels at the same time. My bmi is also just 22 percent and my body fat is also not high enough to have that high levels of estrogen as my bodyfat is just 19 percent. My total weight is 165 pounds and i am decently muscular. I am 5 feet eight and a half inches tall and dont smoke but drink maybe once in a month. I am also a very emotional person and im sure this is because of the high estrogen levels and the social anxiety is also most likely because of the high estrogen levels. I also feel exhausted very often. My face also looks so feminine that i am embarassed to shave it. I need to reduce the estrogen levels to normal levels so please help i was thinking of taking pct drugs like clomid or novaldex as i heard that it reduces estrogen.
I have never used any form of steroids in the past. I dont mind using trt via the injecting into the fat method but am concerned about my fertility levels even though im not sure if i am fertile right now so please help me regarding that aswell. Self confidence is something that is pretty much non existent in me. Someone please help me as i cant take this anymore i have reached the saturation point and need a solution to these problems. I am going to attach the blood test reports which i took last month as per the complete guide to trt forum. The estrogen levels are checked via sensitive assay method I even reconfirmed it and looking at me no one would even doubt that i have high estrogen levels. Please help. Here is the report.
Testosterone- 604.47 ng/dl. Biological reference interval- 260-1000
Dihydro testosterone- 1403.44 pg/ml reference range 250-990
SHBG- 17.5 nmol/l ref range 11.7-137.2
Free test serum method elisa 19.2 pg/ml ref range 3.84-34.17
Cortisol 12.56 ug/dl via serum method clia 8 am 5.0-23.0 4 pm 3.0-16.0
Estradiol 39.35 pg/ml via serum method CLIA sensitive assay ref range 10-50
FSH- 5.17 mIU/ml ref range 1.4-18.1
Luteinizing hormone(lh) 5.66 mIU/ml ref range 1.5-9.3
PSA 0.99 ng/ml via serum method clia ref range 0-4
Total T3 108.61 ng/dl ref range 60-200
Total T4- 9.6 ug/dl ref range 4.5-12.0
TSH- 3.147 uIU/ml ref range 0.35-5.5
These 3 tests for thyroid were done by the serum method clia.
Vitamin D 25 -OH vitamin D 41.19 ng/ml ref range this is high as im supplementing with vitamin d