First, make up your mind. You like the forum or you don't.
Second, you started two threads less than 24 hours ago and are upset that you didn't get any replies yet? Congrats on being pissed that people didn't spend their time giving you free advice in accordance with your schedule. Nevermind the four other threads you started in the last two months where you got tons of advice from many different members.
Third, I don't know much about TRT, but I'm guessing high E2 can lead to mood swings and a short temper. Check your levels.
Lastly, if you want to go, go. A whiney thread like this was unnecessary.