That’s my worry too and why this past year I been thinking of getting off of T entirely.
I just don’t get “I feel like god” feeling or “my wife can’t keep up with me” with higher levels.
Honestly just based on higher end TRT doses I am scared for my life to actually do a real blast, as I have never done so.
Libido and other well being things aside I also feel as if TRT disconnected me from my mini me.
What’s the highest you’ve done?
Maybe cycle on and off. I remember when I used to cycle…while I was off, I felt horrible. But when I finally went back on, everything felt great.
I started with serious issues after deca on one cycle and then a couple cycles with tren. I think those two took the biggest toll on me, especially the tren. I think that’s what did the most damage. I would never touch that shit again.
What was the reason you went on test in the first place?
The highest I have done is 200mg per week with HCG and arimidex, standard cookie cutter protocol from a TRT mill.
I went on because I was feeling like shit. Libido, sleep, confidence, everything was utter crap. Got tested and was at TT of 395 and a crashed E2 of <12.
I always say here some of the best I ever felt on TRT is dropping it entirely or severely reducing dose for a bit of time and then a sudden reintroduction. Never can replicate it consistently with dose/frequency changes.
I always wonder if the benefits you and I feel from this are just temporary dopamine spikes and not related to the T actually working at all. Just speculating, I really am at a loss at this point.