This is what I also find. I don't know a single person with real knowledge and experience with steroids. Even when I went to a gym to workout, there wasn't anyone there to even discuss the topic. Okay, there were a couple of young guys who kept trying to sell stuff to people but when you aren't even 20 and weigh less than 150lbs, I don't think I am going to trust your advice. Of course the alternative is that you have to trust what you are reading online is on the up and up. And, more importantly, should you decide to purchase, you have to trust the online sources. Not an easy thing to do. Not trying to hijack here, but I do understand your situation.