I've got the popcorn ready, BONEZ, BBB he's all yours!
Seriously though, do yourself a favor, read the stickies. Memorize them, read them again, lurk for at least 6 months reading all you can, and then think about what you want to do. Guys on here are a wealth of information, and they deserve respect. I don't know a fraction of what they do. It takes years and years of hard work and research to get to the point that they are. We all have to start from some where.
At your age, I wanted to use gear too, I made one stupid post like you did and I paid for it (rightfully so). No one is going to lay it all out for you. You have to do the work, show that you have some basic understanding of what you are proposing and then guys will help you.