no hcg and with deca for such a long time recovery is gonna take a long time.. SERMS alone is not gonna help for pct !
anyway my best advice to you would be is its time to call in the big guns go visit a urologist or an endocrinologist or you know who ? and tell him ur story maybe he could help you.. im pretty sure its gonna involve HCG !
but ill give you this you wont most prolly need hrt or trt but you would need viagra at the moment.. if left alone you will recover but that recovery is gonna take a hell of a time.. and even if you recover fine you will have a liver to worry about and that too if you have one
SUMMARY : go to a doctor get a hcg treatment or watever he prescribes then go fix your liver !
what are the symptoms you exp atm ? only a "deca" dick ?