Good is getting to the competition and making your lifts. Don't worry about the weight. Worry about making your lifts. Talk to someone beforehand so you know the commands, appropriate depth, pauses for bench, etc. THAT is way more important than lifting a million pounds your first time out. Also, as a female, you're likely to have very few competitors, and even if you do have competitors, they may be equipped, or in Masters or a different division than you. Have fun!