I'm tired of these woman who just hold me back from my goals. what!? 7 meals a day?
she wants to go out on the days I need to train, which btw, is every 4-5 days (firm believer of hit training). if she cant compromise and understand that if I have to train that day, there is no sex and no going out. It's priority for me. she's complaining that I have to invest so much time in my diet and I get pissed off if I dont eat on time. I told her this shit from the get go. from the first date. but she likes the way I look and I tell her that if she wants me to conitnue to look good, she has to compromise. I dont go to bars, stay at home and watch sports all day, go with my buddies at night, or play cards, but for me training/diet is priority in my life. she keeps throwing these "yea, but you look fine now" BS and its driving me crazy. if youve never done the BB/diet thing before you cant understand it is what I say to her. No I trained before is what she says..yea, you go for leisure..I go to work. it's not recreation time for me when I go to the gym. Im there to do what I need to and get out.
I would be willing to give up on everything in my life. have no contact with friends/family to train and eat and she cant understand this. sleep eat shit train and thats it. shes throwing a monkey wrench in my whole system. this is my world right now and she's slowly trying to change me and its pissing me off. I whipped out my shaker the first hour I was with her and explained on the phone that is my world. Im not going into competition, but I feel if your going to do something than do it with commitment. it's not going to last long.