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Need Urgent Help

Hey everyone,
5 years ago at the age of 19 one of guy i met at gym and become friend i told him i was doing naturally exercise from the age of 17 and have muscles on body but no size… and he suggest me to go to pharmacy and give him a call he will talk to them and they will give me some medicine which will give me good gains…i went to the pharmacy and did the same and they injected me with deca durabolin in the shoulder i wasn’t know that time what is deca… and give me pink color pills and said to take 3 times a day which i searched on the internet and found its anabol don’t know how many mg was it… but deca was like 100 ul…

when i go to gym i feel very powerful and not tired from workout… i eat 5 glass of natural carrot juice and eat so much egg whites and eat too much without taking any other supplements and drink alot of water…that time i was not addicted to Alcohol and girls and think that not do sex will make me strong and more powerful… i take 1 injection per week of deca and take 3 pills 3 times a day… after 6 weeks or 2 months when i call that guy and told him that i am feeling like invincible and more powerful… he said me to stop immediately i feel bad when he said me to stop… but i stopped and he didn’t told me about PCT…i knew that its steroids because of its giving me super power and results in gaining muscles… which i never feel when consuming alot of food natuarally i feel that time its not putting muscles on me just wasting… and after stoping it i join karate for 1 month and then quit gym also…

     after few months i fell in love with a girl and we start living together i was sexually normal that time like do 3 times in 2 days... but within 2 months i start feeling pain in my chest and i cann't even touch my nipples and if she touch i stop her because i feel so much pain...the pain remain like 1 month or 2 i don't remember accurately... after that i not have baby for 3 years and my sex timing was very low... like 3 mins to 5 when i use spray i feel pain in left side around kidney or belly area... for 3 years i don't have baby but then i am blessed with baby girl... but slowly my dick not remain straight and it also turn to left side... and now i have very less feeling like 2 times a week and my dick very soft hard only near orgasm and stand not full like in past before steriods... 

but mostly that i am worried is my nipple size is increasing during these year and have fat around my belly when i was started gym i was kinda boner… i went to endo to check my chest and he did ultrasound nothing showed in it… and 2 months ago i was started feeling pain in my left testicle i keep sitting on laptop all day and keep studying… my depression is okay and my focus is also return now… because when i married i almost have headache every night and my wife massage me to sleep but i not took sleeping pills only sometimes very rarely… now i feel my testicle is going down like hanging i start wearing trouser and pain is gone permanently but it look hanging but in winter when its very cold it go up but in normal temparature it still like hanging even not very hot and my sex drive is almost down i force myself to masterbate its like i lose brain connection with it… its soft when stand and after doing sex one time a night its really hard to do it 2nd time…

my HDL is 146 and cholesterol is 207… and few months back i feel bite like pain in the heart thats y i started gym again… and now pain is gone and to resistence training with normal weight… and trying to remove fat around belly its not going from last 6 months…when i touch my nipples is firm again and in winter remain firm but in gym when i warm up it become puffy again…should i run PCT now? any help what to do?

“Puffy Nip Bent Dick Hanging Testicle Syndrome” sure PCT it up man!

you need to go to a doctor and find out what exactly is wrong with you.

i can’t do this man… this is too much

[quote]lbraga wrote:
i can’t do this man… this is too much[/quote]

I couldnt make that shit up if I had a week to work on it. I laughed so hard my guts hurt!

i was check my serum testosterone levels it is 575.000 ng/dl i checked it because i read in the internet that steroids effect it and i feel to do sex in 3 days 1 time… and it not as hard like in past i feel it soft if do everyday 1 time…my estradiol level is 34.300 pg/ml and my progesterone is 0.297 ng/ml… my cholesterol level is 207 it up and LDL is 146… that i am trying to control by exercise and do alot of resistent chest exercise and increased the reps also…

i have no pain in my chest and nipples when i went to endocrinologist it was not puffy because of cold winter season but in gym when my body warm up nipples increase like this in the pic and lil bit more than it… the doctor asked me about substance go out from nipple i said no… he said me to do chest ultra sound he said i am fine and in ultra sound its also not showed up…here it is…

        Normal breast parenchyma demonstrated.no solid or cystic mass, calcification or abnormal echogenicity seen.No skin thickening or nipple retraction seen.
         In both breast same report....Acne i removed from face by taking Roaccuttane for 4 months... it come still lil bit and then go away if i take it for a week or 2....

        i am hitting gym hard doing trampoline  and started making planks...my body fat is 14.4%...but i am really worried about my puffy nipps and hanging testicle with less sex drive.... i am taking GNC vitamin b6 also 200 mg from last 2 days but i will take 100 mg tonight because i feel tinkling in legs and arms.... i have clomid in hand but not using because not sure its deca prolactin puffy nips or estrogen created one... Help me about testicles bros....i have an appointment with Urologist today...

I would try to find some kind of specialist who is really knowledgeable about steroids and use to dealing with athletes who abuse them. I would search the internet and just email any body who fits that description and maybe they will have a answer and be able to give you good treatment. You would think that the doctor would have told you about post cycle therapy.

Yes, doctor help, you’re just a bucket full of bro-knowledge right now

I have check up from urologist my testicles are both fine… Bladder,kidney and prostate also normal… happy so much… just have pus in the urine and doctor recommend me about anti biotics… and he said after my infection is okay my sex drive will improve also… i have appointment in the next 5 days again…No only problem is puffy nips i am trying to reduce more body fat and see what happens… if not than i will look for reloxifene and arimidex…can anyone help me about its doses?

[quote]Mad -scientist wrote:
I would try to find some kind of specialist who is really knowledgeable about steroids and use to dealing with athletes who abuse them. I would search the internet and just email any body who fits that description and maybe they will have a answer and be able to give you good treatment. You would think that the doctor would have told you about post cycle therapy. [/quote]

Thanks dear… just help me about nips if you can give any solution about it… because all my reports is come normal…

adex won’t help the existing gyno, you need some nolva

[quote]lbraga wrote:
adex won’t help the existing gyno, you need some nolva[/quote]

i have read about it and have heard that it cause blood clotting… and also read that Evista (Raloxifene) give better results than nolva… which you think is more better… and what should be the dosage…

Letrozole