Before I start back on injections, I am just going to make note of how I currently feel with low levels of testosterone, Other than my recent anxiety, I actually do not feel terrible, so I just want to have some sort of baseline to look back on later.
My main symptoms are low libido and low energy, especially with physical tasks. And of course wood could always improve
Sleep: On most nights, I am able to fall asleep without much issue. I usually wake up once or twice a night, and wake for good before my alarm goes off. Despite these interuptions, I usually wake up rather refreshed. However, on days when I am anxious, I have a much more difficult time sleeping. I am pretty sensitive to my wife’s snoring though. My best sleep is alone on the couch. I do snore now as well, but not so loudly where I wake up my wife. When I was on TRT previously I snored much louder. I have never been checked for Apnea
Fatigue: My fatigue is not bad. I am able to function at work and stay pretty mentally sharp through out the day. I read lots of books. It is physical tasks where I get tired. Sometimes I feel good, but then when I get up to play with the kids or something, I tire quickly and just want to sit back down. Somehow I manage to be strong still at the gym, but that is 100% willpower and adrenaline, which I now know is counterproductive. So I am now putting ego aside, and taking my workouts easier. I get sleepy in the evenings, which I imagine is pretty normal
Mood: Not horrible, but slightly depressed. Not motivated to get out of the house. When I am home from work, I have no desire/energy to go out and do anything fun. If kids really want to do something, I can do it, but again that is fueled by willpower and sense of duty. I have been anxious recently and that could be made worse by my low T.
Sex: Libido pretty much gone. Sometimes get in the mood, but not often. If I do initiate it, it is out of a sense of duty and not desire. For the most part ED is not a problem. I usually need to physically stimulate myself a bit to get the blood flowing, before I initiate and encounter. Sometimes have ED if I had recently taken too much DIM
Morning woods: I take a bit of DIM, usually just once a week. I usually get morning woods after taking it, and then again about 5 days later as I go back through my E2 sweet spot. I actually think I am a DIM overresponder as well as an Arimidex overresponder. So I get only one or two morning woods a week, if I am lucky. Very rarely I able to get them a few days in a row. During those times, I usually have a very good sense of well being and no desire to go back on Testosterone. If I could lock into that sweet spot, I would be happy enough and not have the need to go back on to TRT. I think I am sensitive to slightly low and high E2. A big part of my challenge is going to be finding that sweet spot and dialing it in. I will make this a priority and get lots of labs
No brain fog: Since chemo in 2013, that has been a problem. Even when I was on TRT. However after Iodine Replacement and taking better care of my adrenals, it is no longer an issue.
I cant think of anything else to say. So next step is go back on TRT and hope everything improves