After 10 years of serious training , ( I strated at age of 15 ) Now I'm 25
Went from 137 to 210
I decided to do my first cycle in summer 2016...
heres what I did:
week one to 10 600mg test prop
week one to 6 220mg npp ( i stopped because i thought it was the cause of my low libido during cycle)
week four to 10 500 masteron
I ran 5000ui hcg, 1000ui with the last 5 injections of prop to get the machine ready to produce...
I waited 4 days the be sure the prop was out of my body, and I strated 10 days on luliberin for 100mcg per days from innovagen.
at this point, during the 10 days of luliberin my libido was crazy.
To be sure its was enough for my HPTA ( cause i saw few post where pct with luliberin failed after few months) I ran directly after the 10 days of luli 40 40 20 20 Nolva, with 12.5 mg of aromasin oed
The first week with serms and ai was OK, but after the first week, my libido was gone... since then by balls went into my body but doesn't seems that much small. I tought myself that maybe clomid could help, so i continued 3 others week with nolva at 20mg, added 50mg of clomid and aromasin 12.5 eod.
Its just didnt help.
To sum up, i did 1000 eod for 5000ui of hcg, waited 4 days, then 10 days of luliberin, directly after, 40 40 20 20 20 20 nolva with 12.5 oed of aromasin And 50mg of clomid the last 3 weeks.
My balls are the size of a small eggs but they are alway stuck inside me and it hurts, they dont hang low? My libido is poor as fuck. I know that Serms like nolva and clomid killed my libido... and it could take time to get the serms out of my body....
One night after all this, i pressed on my nipple and there was water getting out !!! Clear liquid... I thought that my prolactin level was the cause of the probelm. I strated dostinex for .5mg 2 times a week.
After 2 dose, i woke up during night with crazy boner... but after few week, it stopped.
my balls dont hang low and often during the day, they just go inside my body, they just dont hang anymore... and my scrotum is really tight.
So a month pass and I went to see a doctor whos specialized in steroids, sport... I've got BW
wich was pretty good, but my balls were stuck inside me and i felt like crap. LH AND FSH was good.... lh was 7.5 on a scale of 1-9 and fsh 11 on a scale of 1-17.... total test was 27.5 on a scale I think of 8 to 30 ( I live in canada). Prolactin was normal , but estradiol was super high, my ball were atrophied and my scrotum was painfull.... this is why i'm doing all this.
So to reverse atrophy I started hcg with the doc, on hcg for 20 day at 500 ui with 25mg of aromasin ..... did nothing, just the only 3 4 first day i saw my testicle for the first time in months!! but after, they just got inside me again... after the 20 days he up the dosage to 1000ui ed....after 10 day it was worse... no libido at all, ball hurt... but i gain all back the power i've got during my cycle... i'm a bull in the gym!!! ( I guess it must be that my test level is high)
I went to the doc again after my run of 1000ui ed of hcg, because my nuts were stuck inside me again... This is weird, i feel great, i'm super strong in the gym, so I guess my nuts are producing test for sure ... But they dont HANG and its painfull.
Doc told me to stop the hcg. get a shut of tripto and start clomid directly after...
I'll get new BW after all this, I'm pretty sure everything will be find like the next time, but why my balls are like that
What do you think about all this ?
Need help, i dont have any sex drive