Hello. I am 19 years old and I wanted to tell you my situation.
I have been feeling restless, very agitated, constantly in tension. I have stupid thoughts and im like beating someone all the time. I don’t know what causes this feeling, but it’s permanent.
Emotionally, im with my girlfriend for a month, we get along pretty well. What bothers me though is that I don’t fully trust her and that sometimes I feel her distance. I care about her a lot.
Professionally, I work 8 hours a day. Honestly, I don’t like what I do, but it’s a job during the summer, until college starts.
In terms of sports, I go to the gym 3-4 times a week, I train intensely and I am satisfied with the results.
I keep thinking about making money and taking everything to the extreme.
Any thought splits it into 4 and I interpret. I don’t want to lose my girlfriend because of my nonsense. I think she s too important and I depend too much on her. In February she will go to Italy with the college for 4 months and this worries me.
I don’t necessarily have the best relationship with my family.
I don’t have medication, I take natural plants.
I drink alcohol occasionally, maybe once a week some beer.
Less drugs, I rarely smoke.
It’s like it’s all about my relationship. That’s all I see.
I don’t want to become obsessed or stressful, but I can’t channel myself into anything else.
As hobbies, apart from the gym and listening to music, I don’t find myself in anything.
I dont know why i feel like if im in relationship, my life is over.
One more thing, what advice do you have for improving sex? I have libido, but we are pretty horny and I have moments when I finish quickly. :)) It hasn’t happened to me before. I’m afraid she’s unhappy with me and she’s leaving. In the past, I have not had problems like, on the contrary, I was praised :)).
What can I do to improve my situation?
A good day to all.