Obviously youre thinkgin about this backwards and didnt read what I wrote.
Steroids are used to GET BIG. If you dont want to GET BIG. Why use steroids?? You simply want to use drugs for the cool factor. This is assuming you arent an athlete.
That's fine. Ifyour body. But dont get all pissy if people who think they know what's best for situation dont feel compelled to help you.
There are probably 3 dozen forums that discuss drug use. Take your pick until you find the place that gives you the answers you want to hear.