Here are some more details that I listed on another board:
Mid twenties, 6 ft, 195 lbs. Not interested in gaining weight only strength.
I eat 3-5 times a day. Train twice a day except on weekends.
9 am breakfast: banana, 4-5 scrambled eggs+milk, whole grain toast. (~30 g protein total), Fish Oil 1200 mg, coq10 100mg
10:30 am I do a workout consisting of mostly squats, powercleans and RDLs and sometimes presses.
12:30ish pm lunch: I eat a bunch of pasta not sure how much exactly but I eat until I am very full. Multiple glasses of milk. Fish Oil 1200 mg Sometimes have chicken with this meal as well.
4 pm snack: banana or orange or apple with glass of milk maybe, perhaps some candy if i have it lying around hehe.
5:30 pm I do a workout consisting of sprinting and powercleans. Sometimes more squats.
7 pm Dinner: pasta with chicken. (~60 g protein)
This might not seem like much food but keep in mind I do not want to gain a single pound of either muscle or fat. I feel very recovered with this diet and I do not have a problem completing workouts except when I alter my hormones, then I can't even do my warmups correctly.
My cycle history is as follows:
Sometime in 2007 I was planning on starting a test prop cycle at ~500 mg per week but I only ended up doing one shot because I got scared and decided I wasn't ready to use yet. I think I felt a slight boost from that one shot but I can't be sure, however I didn't get the bad effects I have had recently.
Sometime in 2008 I tried to do a cycle of H Drol prohormone and after around 10 days I was feeling really bad and seeing no gains so I stopped.
March 2009: Liquid Oxandrolone taken ~25 mg x 3 times per day = ~75 mg. Might have taken a bit extra sometimes because I felt great so lets say I was doing 80 mg or what was labeled as 80 mg by this lab. Ran this for 8 weeks. Pct was 3 weeks of nolva 20 mg + clomid 50 mg ED. Felt great on cycle and on pct. Strength went way up, no sides at all.
December 2009 I feel that I am ready to take a real test cycle but I want to do a short 6-8 week one so I decide to go with prop (human grade), plan is to inject 150 mg EoD. I inject twice, so total of 300 mg, I am feeling pretty good, had a few good workouts, nothing out of the ordinary but I don't feel bad. Then I do my third shot and literally about 5 hours later I feel foggy headed, not tired exactly but I feel kinda strange like not getting turned on when I was kissing my girl. I got to the gym and I cannot do anything, weights that are warmup weights for me on squats felt like they are near my max. I try to max out and I am down around 30 pounds from normal. It was like I injected horse tranquilizer or something. So I do one more inject 2 days later and then said fuck this because I kept feeling weak. this continued for about 3 days after last inject. So total I was on was about 10 days. Felt great as soon as the test wore off, lifts went back up to normal.
Feb 2010 I get more of what I think is oxandrolone from the same place. I take 50 mg, and the next morning when I go to work out I have the same effect as the prop gave me except even worse. My legs feel like they can't carry me up the stairs, squats go waaay down. Cannot get energized in the gym even if I yell at myself. So I stopped this after 3 days, went back to normal right after.
Later in Feb 2010 I try some dbol at 10 mg ed at first and then going up to 20 mg. I took it only in the morning. After a few days of taking it I had the exact same problem so I stopped. I would feel shitty when I tried to lift in the morning after taking it and I would feel slightly better in the evening of the same day.
Discouraged I decide to not even try anything for a while.
So in December 2011 I tried some test suspension at only 25 mg / day for two days. Felt the same terrible feeling except it happened almost instantly, like 20 min after I injected.
Then most recently about 4 weeks ago was when I ran oral winstrol by itself. Started at 10 mg the first day and didn't notice anything, then went to 30 mg the next two days and had the same terrible effects so I stopped.
I think an experiment that I need to do is to run some human grade oxandrolone and see what happens. I will post results when have money to do this.
Thanks, for reading. Also, it isn't possible that it is bad gear or anything like that, because my friend takes the same stuff out of the same vials / packages and does great.