I do not like to brag, but recently things have been going real well for me...I met a girl who works at credit suisse and shes trying to get me a job/interview...Im real excited to go to the gym and I say Im going to lift some serious weight (for me) and be intense (I mentally pump myself up)...I even met a girl whose not only pretty, but smart and actually seems like a really cool girl...I try to keep a good outlook and appreciate everything thats going for me...I even reached my first training goal of 200 lbs bodyweight.
I do not have a car. I sacrifice paying for a car so I can save up to start paying school loans and to invest for my future.
Enter Mr. Negativity. Now I met a kid at work who seemed like a cool kid, he even goes to the gym and is nice enough to give me a ride to the gym with him. Over the past 2 months we became pretty close. Now today I was speaking with him about what happened to me this weekend about meeting a girl from credit suisse and a cute girl that I met who is really cool. Off the bat he says, goodluck with getting that job youll need it. And then he says, the girl I met probably wont even call me. He then says I probably wouldnt fuck her and if did she wouldnt call me afterwards cuz she would realize it would be a mistake on her part...I looked at him and was like are u serious bro? What the hell do u know? I put my headphones on in the car and say to myself--cool down anthony you are in his car, he is giving you a ride to the gym dont fuck it up...
Now I have my headphones on and biting my nails cuz thats what I do when I start to get a pissed off. A few moments later he gets my attention and says says why are u biting ur nails like a little bitch...I say what the fuck bro? Talking about little bitches how bout u put some decent weight up...Then he says the only reason why you lift as much as you do is because Ive been lifting longer and because I drink my redline during my workout...Thats all I remember
I almost grabbed the kidd and freaked out...I dont know what I said but screamed something along the lines of "you are a fuckn asshole what the fuck is your problem" and he says something like "you think ur the shit"...Now I had 2 options, grab him because I tend to have a short temper when pushed to the edge..or get out of the car...Thankfully, I jumped out of the car and almost hurt myself cuz the car was moving...To put it simply I didnt get a ride back home from the gym with him...
Am I being too sensitive am I a hotthead? I dunno all his negativity was bringing me down and I just freaked...was he being a toxic person like the article?
I dont know why I wrote all of this, I guess to get some release out...Thx T-men for reading this far.