[quote]FightinIrish26 wrote:
Some people are just driven to it. It’s like how some guys grow up wanting to be cops or scientists or politicians- some of us are just born to fight.
I got into martial arts at a real young age. I was a small kid who got into fights constantly, so my old man figured I should go learn karate so I knew what I was doing. I took Goju-ryu for a long time, and was a green belt by the time I left.
I stayed out of the shit for a long time, but still always managed to have physical confrontations in one way or another.
It was really those Fight science shows that made me remember how much I loved the stuff. Combine that with an interest in boxing that started a couple years ago, as well as starting back up in Goju-ryu and working in BJJ, and that’s where I’m at.
At this point, boxing has taken over my life. I watch it constantly, I practice constantly, etc., and have again left goju-ryu. To me, there’s nothing better than two individuals who are the finest athletes on the planet having to stand in and duke it out.
I hated karate tournaments where you had to half ass because you couldn’t hit the guy hard- I guess I never quite understood fighting without fighting.
I think Xen said it once (and best)- everything in sports relates to a fight. You spike a ball after a touchdown, you’re asserting dominance. You dunk over a guy, you’re asserting dominance. If guys start poppin off about this or that while you’re playing, the ultimate decider of who is more dominant is a fight. So really, I just like stripping away all of the bullshit bravado and watching two guys bang out for is truly the tougher guy.
It’s about a lot of other things, too. Its about learning that yes, this shit can happen to you. It’s about being humbled, and knowing that there are times when you’ve been so gassed that the other guy could have ended your life, and you could not have stopped him. It’s about facing mortality… and nothing makes you realize quicker that you can die than being trapped in a triangle and starting to black out because the air is gone.
I’m not much for the spiritual stuff, though. I box and train for self defense, because I like knowing that I can handle myself. I don’t do it for the competition, because I’ve never “competed” per se… but it’s just important for me to know what I’m capable of. I’ve had enough physical confrontations that I know that this is something that I need to live, and I’ve seen enough bad, bad shit to know that I need the training.
What it comes down to, for me, is this: I’m not a violent person. I abhor fighting, and hate getting into those situations. I hate the adrenaline rush, I hate the nerves, I hate the shaking hands. I hate pissing contests, and I don’t like big mouths. I hate it.
I’m not much for hardass talk, but I’m serious when I say this- I know that when someone pushes me to the point where I have to act, I know that when I stand up to fight, I will rip their fucking eyes out. It’s not a question, and I know what I’m capable of. That’s why I do this shit. All the other shit don’t matter that much.
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Good stuff.
And I was just going to say it was about being able to hit and not get hit…