I'm 17 and a healthy guy. I have never had anything majorly wrong with me, except for ACNE. I have a very strong sex drive and a fast metabolism, which makes it hard for me to put on muscle.
I am 6'0 and weigh 140. I guess I am of decent strentgh for my size, I can bench 140 and squat 205.
I have all the signs of high testosterone (facial hair, decent strentgh, fast metabolism, high sex drive, etc), but my lack of courage is a bad sign.
I don't seem to have the balls (testosterone) to face my fears. This happens alot in my life, and here are some recent examples.
- This guy wont stop giving me shit. I get real mad but dont have the balls to fight him, even though he is smaller than me and I know I could beat him up. I know in my mind that I need to fight him so it will stop, but I can't seem to force myself to throw that first punch. I get too scared.
I've only been in a few fights in my life, and they were all started by someone else, I have never been able to start the fight myself.I know this isnt normal because I know of alot of guys who have the balls to fight someone who's giving them shit.
- I don't seem to have the balls to approach/talk to girls I'm interested in. I know I have to do this if I want to date the girl, but the fear sets in and I get too scared too do it. I don't have the balls for it.
Once again, this is not normal as I know tons of guys who have the balls to approach many girls and get numbers.
- In general, I am more passive than aggressive. I am usually upbeat and happy and it takes alot to get me mad.
I am conservative and I normally dont take too many risks. Testosterone is supposed to make you take more risks and be aggressive, and Im the opposite of that.
There are a lot of other things I could think of but I can't remember them right now.
Is this low testosterone?