Hey, I know I'm going to be bashed right ahead because I'm only 19, but hear me out.
I started out 16 year old, skinny fat, started working out, got skinny as fuck, and then I experimented with diets and bulking and a lot of research, especially since I got a big interest in biology. I was really fit and lean until I moved to USA for 10 months, I got really big (I played football). I also studied anatomy in school, and I got myself a NASM certification (personal trainer cert.) My problem is that I didn't practice what I preached after football season so I got weaker and fatter, and the food was shit so even if I ate ~3500 kcal my BMR was shit. Now I'm home back in Sweden, and I'm doing way better.
So why am I doing this post? Well, there's a trip coming up with my school, and in all honestly I want to look good and fuck chicks. The problem? I'm about 15kg overweight and don't got the time to do a "slow and steady cut" before "party season" is over (there will be one for summer but I'm anxious). So here's my plan, continue to work out hard and diet, need to improve on my sleep routine and drink more water though. But I'll order some Clen, but I have no questions about that. I'll use that when I hit a wall. I know the risks. But heres my question I need your guidance. Truth is I'm very satisfied with my size, always had an easy time to build mass, but I'm a hard gainer when it comes to strength. I'm by no means weak but relative to my size I'm not lifting as much as I should. So by the end of my cut, I'm planing on doing a 4-5 week cycle of Anavar (only) on a rather low dose (30mg ED) because of my age, proper PCT with Nolvadex for 4 weeks after. Why do I want to do AAS? I want to compensate for the loss of muscle since the end of football season, build strength (major one) and finally tone up. Another reason why I feel like I'm in the need of AAS is that I feel burned out after 2-3 sets.
I'm around 186cm tall, ~97kg as I'm writing this with an avarage bf% of 19% according to a caliper. Going to cut down naturally for another 3-4 weeks, start with some clen if I feel the need, down to ~88-86kg where I want to start a cycle of Anavar (depending on what you guys think).
I really value your opinion, and I know 99,9% of you think I'm to young, but I'm really wondering if this is "safe" and/or if I should take a different approach (regarding the AAS).
Thank you all and I hope you're not gonna flame me to bad for asking a question I know half the answers to.