I agree with you being suspicious. I for one have been on some boards for years...and even though I have been visiting T-Nation for over 2 years I joined just yesterday.
I would never ask for a source like that for reasons we all know but sometimes it can be almost impossible to get a decent, reliable, source when you are just breaking into this UG world.
No matter how much I search and read and research I can not seem to get to a source I trust and feel comfortable with. And because I simply dont do much gear I dont know anyone that I can just walk up to and ask.
Sometimes I wish I did.
Just recently have been looking for a good Test source as most of my prior experience with gear has been with SD.
-Which is a real liver grinder.-
Anyhow...I understand the hesitation on your all's part...but I sometimes wonder how in the hell did you all start.