[quote]Molotov_Coktease wrote:
I’ve had sleep problems in the past. I mentioned before that I could hardly reach REM sleep for months at a time because I suffered horribly from ‘myoclonic jerks’ …everytime I started to drift off… BAM- jerked awake by possessed limbs. This went on long enough and was so severe I had to go to a sleep clinic, I knew I had to when one of my jerks caused me to bite my tongue and bleed.
I saw a neurologist, they tested me for seizures…nope, normal brain function (surprise!). They told me that soldiers that return from wars are the people that display these symptoms most often. They gave me Klonopin of all things. A few weeks later I was back in there, I hated that shit. I wanted off it. Anyway long story shortened, I was living under very stressful circumstances. My subconscious and my body teamed up and rebelled against me. I was burnt up, wound up, and spent. I had to change my whole life to make it stop, and I did. With no drugs.
I still don’t sleep normally. I tend to be awake at odd hours of the night and sleep in the day. I don’t work until 3:30 in the afternoon, so that’s what I do. Sleep is sleep, I’m getting it at odd times, but I’m getting it…most of the time. I have never been a person that falls asleep quickly, I’m so envious when somebody can just put their head on the pillow and go out like a light. I’d have to run six marathons to achieve that I think, and instead I run them in my mind as I lay there.
Alcohol is defintely not a fix for sleep issues. You may pass out or sleep heavily (more like comatose) but it is also a depressant…that one can become chemically dependent upon, and I don’t know if anybody here has ever drank for a week, then stopped and tried sleeping unaided…but it’s a bitch best avoided.
As for marijuana…I know everybody says it relaxes them. I am never relaxed when I smoke. I don’t know what it is, but all of a sudden I start thinking I should be doing a thousand things at once. Then I do. Only I don’t finish a single one of them. First I’m looking for the remote, then I forget I’m looking for the remote and I’m thirsty, on the way to the kitchen I notice the plant needs watering so I go to get water, except on the way to get water I just remembered I have to write the rent check, oh jesus the rent check…and on and on and on. It all ends with me surrounded by a shitload of open drawers and cabinets and various other openable things, with me trying to lay in bed and sleep but instead obsessing over some lame thing I said to my sister last week.
Can anybody shed some light on why the fuck pot affects me that way? It never used to when I was a teenager, I used to laugh my ass off and have all sorts of fun doing the stupid things you think are awesome when you’re high. Like, wadding up wet toilet paper and pitching it to your friend who’s holding a cardboard empty napkin roll for a bat and smacking it against the wall. Playing super mario brothers and cutting class. Yeah, good times.
So pot would be great, but it seems to somehow enhance the unpleasant things of reality for me, instead of dull them. Suddenly my world from that view seems very …vulnerable, and I get the overwhelming feeling I’m not controlling it. It feels like my senses are hyper aware, and that’s what I’m trying to avoid in the first place. Right? To relax?
Potheads of the universe…any thoughts?
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Check out what kind of strain you are getting. Go for a Indica strain, they are for more of a body high. Sativa is more of a head high. If you are in a state with medical marijuana; get a card and go to one of the shops. Ask for something for sleep, they should suggest purples or indica.
The more you smoke, the easier it is to control your actions and your memory when your high. Something you can do is make a list of things you need to do and then do them. Be sure that you will be able to relax when your high. A vaporizer might help also.
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Also, smart move on not using alcohol for a sleep-aid. If you really want the best sleep in your life, go for GHB. But be warned, GHB can be easy to overdose on. But used in a safe manner, helps you stay in REM sleep for a LONG time. And if you mix it with alcohol, be aware that Darwin might be popping his head.
Also, may I ask what State/country you are in. I may be able to better inform you. Be sure to talk with a doctor before jumping into any of these items.