Some convert too much of T applied to their skin to estradiol. Your E2 levels are out of control, killing your energy, libido and mental health. High prolactin lead to depression. You may need cabergoline.
SELF injections of testosterone cypionate or ethanate, 100mg/week, injected at least twice per week, perferrably every other day [EOD]. Do not inject once a week or every too weeks, that promotes higher E2 levels.
Read the protocol for injections sticky.
Read the finding a TRT doc sticky.
Where are you located? We might be of better help.
Endo's are often very incompetent, and urologists are much the same.
You have a lot of self study do do.