If you want feedback on your physique, you should post in ‘rate my physique’. I’m not even sure what type of feedback you’re looking for. You’re carrying too much fat to really rate your aesthetics in any way, and like JLone said, it seems like you just need to work on everything.
As far as not being able to eat enough, you will eat more if it’s a priority. You eat as much as you care to eat. So if being awesome is important to you, you’ll suck it up. Same goes for workout routines. Make it a lifestyle, and you’ll get much farther.
http://tnation.T-Nation.com/free_online_forum/music_movies_girls_life/kai_greene_a_day_in_the_life_1?pageNo=0#5540005
This is a good thread that just popped up. Watch the first couple videos, and get your mind right. Best of luck.