First off you were warned by multiple posters that you would get flamed. This is honestly the nicest T-Nation has ever been to someone acting like you. Everyone has been nice thus far, that didn't work so here it goes.
A little anecdote to illustrate how frustrated I am with you. I met a man two weeks ago who was a burn victim. He stopped by a store where I was getting in my car to ask for directions. When I say burn victim I mean this man barely had eyelids or lips and he had no ears. I looked him straight in the eye to try and not embarrass him (or myself really). We talked for 10 minutes about how to find the obscure place he was looking for. You know what? He was the nicest most positive person I've interacted with in years. He probably felt lucky to just be alive. I've been told that debreeding is the most painful thing a person can go through and it takes months. I thought "there but for the grace of God go I" after that encounter. I'm still wary about using my wood burner.
If that man can go through life with a smile and not be a whiny little bitch than so can you. You aren't ugly you're normal. There are very few Brad Pitts in the world, that's why they're movie stars. The only thing holding you back is your terrible attitude.
Everyone in this thread has gone through tough shit, and they understand depression and being down. That's why you were told so many times to deal with your attitude and get help if it's truly a medical chemical imbalance.
There are two types of people: victims and people who triumph over the adversity in their lives.
Which are you now? Which do you want to be? How do you get from here to there?
In order for women to like you, you need to like yourself first.