I don't need psychological help, it's not abnormal psychology. It's just insane depression and anger due to a miserable life and living compounded by sexual frustration, loneliness, self hatred and hatred of everything, which is why sometimes i want to become like zach de la rocca and scream in a band about hatred and the unjustice of the world.
The reason i complain about how hard it seems to get girls on here is so i don't have to do it IRL and betray my inner hatred and dissatisfaction with life. The reason i write it seems is because I don't think it's hard, I just think I'm doing something wrong. Either the stars aren't aligned, I'm too ugly, she's on a phase of her period where she needs a different type of guy than I or I do in fact just suck.
Having had sex once honestly doesn't make me feel any better, it just proves not only is it difficult to me to score, it is hard to get a sustainable thing going being the sunbitch i am.
I'm not even bad at interacting with women, I have enough charisma at this point to at least come off as not a needy, whining pussy. I save that side of me for the internet. But there's always this dynamic that comes into play where I feel like they'd rather have Mr. 180 lb jock in them rather than I, and that sheer force of gravity makes me fall to the bottom of the barrel.