I hate to be negative man, as it's great that you obviously have excellent intentions, especially at a young age, but I think that being held accountable is great for all of us. That being said, you gotta get it together if you wanna reach your goals. At least every other day of your log so far you either didn't make time to train or you weren't serious about your nutrition.
If you want to just use an "eating healthy" approach and focus on getting plenty of protein, quality carbs, fruits, veggies, etc, and healthy fats, that can definitely work. But when it comes to tracking macros, either do it or don't do it. It isn't hard, just takes some time management and dedication. If it's important to you, you'll find a way to get it done. Good luck pal