I can relate somewhat to this. When I decided I wanted to try higher doses that my prescribed dose, about 4 weeks into the higher dosing I was convinced my wife of 11 years (happily married) was cheating in me.
Granted, I felt great physically, was horny as hell, etc… But if she wasn’t giving me the attention or affection I felt like I needed coupled with her playing on her phone, I thought she was doing something suspicious.
It’s almost like I had testosterone induced paranoia/hallucinations…ha.
Around that time, I happen to have bloods scheduled, so I reduced the dose to my prescribed dose for the bloods to come back normal…and as time progressed on the lower dose, those paranoid thoughts vanished and things became more normal again.
After the bloods, I decided to move back up to the other, higher dose because I really felt great. After 5 weeks on the elevated dose, I didn’t have any paranoid thoughts at all… But did suffer a couple of “wet noodle” incidents during sex and some bloating/weight gain… I unscientifically determined I had high E2, so I’ve gone back down in dose again and can report after 4 weeks on lower dose, I’m not having wet noodle incidents.
Like a lot have said here, were manipulating a very important hormone… Strange stuff seems to happen until our bodies are used to what were doing to it.