Just wanted to say thank you to everyone who guided me through to my now stabilized state. I know the journey is lifelong, a marathon not a sprint. But I’m in a positive space and have been for about 9 days now. That’s more consecutive good days than I’ve had this year so far.
My anxiety has been non-existent for the past 9 days, I’m talking none. I feel effortlessly chilled out. I feel physically strong again. I closed on, and moved into, my new house this week. Everyone helping my wife and I move were exhausted but I kept going no problem! Sleeping like a baby and waking up refreshed for the past week. Always thought I might have sleep apnea due to feeling like hell upon waking, now I’m doubting it. My motivation is high and my outlook is positive.
My libido seems to have dropped off a bit but I have no problem performing when the time comes. I have follow-up labs on Dec 17th, 10 weeks into treatment. I’ll update this thread then.
For now I can’t wait to get back into fighting shape. Hitting the gym hard this week!
Current protocol: 20mg EOD subQ Test Cyp, No AI presently, 6 weeks in.