Hey people its Christmas time and all i can think about is that i cant soend it with the one special girl i love in my life.
Iv had alot of girlfriends and i never cared about breakups but this time its different.
Yeah yeah youl all say (im only a kid blah blah blah love doesnt exist at my age)
.well iv had alot of girlfriends and normally id get over a breakup like meh.
But she was my first "serious relationship " iv had.
I dont know what it is about her but i loved everything i just dont understand why am i so horrible that shed dothis to me.
I thought she’d be the girl id go on to be with for my teen years and adult life.
I love her and i thought she loved me.
She was the best girl anyone could ask for.
She had the most beautiful eyes.
Fact is she was actually and is evil.
She cheated on me.
Flirted with other guys.
Broke up with me multiple times for random excuse reasons and fucked with my head.
Wed always get back together but one day she just ditched me and now we never talk.
Every time i try to hate her for everything shes done i just cant.
Honestly im fucked in the head for still loving her.
Suggestions to get over her people please its wreckinv my life i hardly sleep