Ok I have heard all sorts of bro science this and that with tren, and all the other compounds. I tend to look at things from a different point of view, I am left handed and learned early on that I think differently than the next guy.
If and I say if you are confident that this is all just tren triggering some odd ball self doubts then let’s look at tren. First it is a progesterone or has progestenic activity. If estrogen levels can make us moody then so can anything that triggers progesterone receptors. It’s possible that a higher test ratio could Ballance it but adding more compounds or MGs shouldn’t be the first answer ever when it comes to fixing any issues with AAS. It’s literally throwing gas on a fire because it is a liquid and liquids are supposed to put fires out…
With tren acetate there is this thing that seems to happen with guys that use it, they get high from it. The reason I brought up my opioid experience is because your self doubt hamster wheel sounds like when I would come down from my buzz. So with tren and I forget the specifics with it but there is a dopamine or seratonin release that is more pronounced with the acetate ester. That ester allows a nice flood of trenbolone to be released from the ester and thus flood the system. So this release is more pronounced with the acetate ester vs the enanthate or hex esters. A lot of guys notice how good they feel after that shot and they end up switching to everyday shots then they start upping the dose. They start chasing that dragon. Please don’t do that.
I make this next part with the condition of, if there are ANY addicts in your family then do not do this. I think if you look at when you are having these bad nights on the hamster wheel it is probably worse the night before you take your shot or at least not as bad the night you take your shot. Before you try upping the dose and again ONLY is there are no addicts in your family, I would try lowering the dose but going to a ED injection schedule.
Keep in mind your reaction could have nothing to do with the dopamine or seratonin release but it does sound very similar to a come down to me. You could just be on the hormone emotional rollercoaster that is AAS and is even more so Tren. Weather it is the hormone rollercoaster or the fallout after the dopamine release, smaller regular injections should even it out.
Again if there are any addicts in your family do not do this. You won’t necessarily get addicted to tren but you will form pathways that an addictive personality will find ways to stimulate again. Or at least that is a real possibility and I mean like real good chance possibility.
Please understand that you going forward is a gamble with tren. I don’t know your AAS usage history or anything else that could help shed light on what might be the background to all of this. So what I wrote was just what I had come to mind with the limited input.
Any FYI the sweating and all that at night is just part of tren. The insomnia can get to us. Have you tried some simple over the counter benadryl as a sleep aid? It is fairly safe, they give it to meth addicts when they stop using so it can help you feel more relaxed and thus sleep easier.
Another one that I use is valerian root, again if you dont use it everyday then it can actually hit you like a stronger sleep aid the first few nights you use it.
I myself go back and forth between the two and even some genetic sleep aids from Wally world. I find the trick is not using one for too many nights in a row. Ultimately we don’t want to use them but tren is a bitch so having some help is a good option.
As for the sweating at night, I sleep with a large beach towel and an extra sheet on the night stand. When I wake up in a puddle, I put down the towel and use the new dry sheet. It is only that bad when I get to the end of my cycle, I use the enanthate ester so I get some warnings before it hits bad.
From experience and this is based off of all my AAS compound usage, smaller regular injections always make my cycles go better. I feel better and I get better results so why not. Yeah extra injections suck but we signed on for it the very first time we used an injectable.