[quote]X3nospire wrote:
whoa access to medical personal? … i don’t think my doctor is going to like me trying to get him to inject my illegal steroids in my ass rofl. i understand where your coming from with the borderline med. tech. thing though, i know more about different medications/supplements and the human body than any normal person and sometimes more than the med. techs. i personally know… i have been reading for the past 2 weeks about injection procedures and safety, different types of syringes available what gauge needle and length needed for the oil ect…[/quote]
I mean the capacity, money, insurance, etc to go to a doctor or ER if something goes horribly awry.
If you can afford medical care, you damn sure shouldent be wasting money on steroids.
I had a SEVERE needle phobia before I began shooting. I would pass out from vaccinations, and those needles are tiny, like insulin pin sized, my first cycle all I had was what I could get from a friend, 23 gauge 1.5 inchers, pretty much the biggest fucking horse needles anyone regularly uses, and I was doing it by myself, not waiting for a doctor to do it for me.
I could have ordered smaller needles…but that would have taken a week, it took me a long time to get that fucking gear and I wasn’t going to wait any longer, I was gonna shoot it if it killed me.
First time I shot for my first cycle, I was sweating a shaking like a bitch, so I sat on the ground in my bathroom incase I blacked out, took me like 20 minutes to put the needle in, I was just sitting there trying to force myself to do it. Eventually I man-ed up and shoved it in, it really isnt that bad once you learn to relax a bit, its the fear that stops you. Once you do it for a month, you get over all that shit.
Now it doesnt bother me at all, I dont even think about it. Even if youre tense as fuck from fear, needles now a days are so good they dont hurt much if your putting them in a big muscle group.
Get 25 gaugers and you barely feel it.
Eventually you just gotta get shit done and tell your fears to go fuck themselves.