Lets just say, I'm excited to go, but completely terrified at what they may do to me. Short back story, been constipated since thursday and I've had no movement all weekend. I've tried everything from a bottle of prune juice to... things I don't want to discuss. Funny though, what bothers me most is the fact I haven't eaten a real meal since thursday. I feel small, gross and weak. I'm pretty sure that from friday to now I've only taken in some 1500 calories TOPS which sucks major ass because I was finally moving up in strength after being in a rut for a few months.
So, I'd rather be at work... because being violated at the hospital, is not going to be fun. Hopefully I can go to the gym today.