I have been training since I was 16. I started AAS use when I was in my 20’s. I always did a 10-12 week cycle with multiple compounds. My PCT consisted of HCG 2 weeks after my last injection and nolvedex at 500mg per day for about 20 days. I understand now that most prtocals call for HCG use during cycle, but I cannot do anything about that now.
I went about 20 years with out using any gear until I turned 39 when I thought I needed the extra edge at my age. My first cyle, at that time was only 200mg of cypionate per week for 10 week. Then, I did a long 15 week cycle of 300mg of testE and 300mg of Deca per week. I used the same PCT as before…kept my gains…no problem.
All the forums I read said that I should up my test to 600mg per week which I did, and I also upped my deca to 600mg (this is where I was told I went wrong…that deca shuts you down hard , especially at those levels). I had an above average sex drive for my age. Had sex with someone or solo sex when not with someone almost every day and in between cylces. When I was on cycle, I wanted to and did have sex 2-3X a day with someone or solo.
After this last cycle, I did my normal PCT and seemed to get back to normal and then cratered. I can have sex with someone else, but I cannot or with a LOT of effort have solo sex. I am very depressed about it. Hell, one of the reasons I work out and try to look good is to get chics and have sex. If, I can’t do anything with them it’s a lost cause…very depressing. I went to see a doc, but I did not share with her my past cycle, becasue she did not ask and was afraid that she woud not prescribe the T if I might take other things with it.
My blood work put my T levels at 144…WAY low. She prescribed 200 mg of cypionate, gave me more HCG than I thought I needed and HGH. My libido was continuing to go lower after my meeting with her. So, I took some of my black market HCG hoping that would kick my normal test back into mormal ranges and get my HPTA going again. I took a 2000 IU shout and then took the rest at 500IUsper day. It seemed to improve, but shortly after discontinuing the HCG, I was right back to limp and working for 10 minutes just to squeeze one off. Good news I can still squeeze one of, but when you are dating chics that SUCKS!!!
I am trying to reach my doc. She is bad about retuning calls…too busy making money I guess to tell her what is going on. My research has told me that I need to take 2500 IUs EOD(high dose in this situation) to jump start and get my HPTA going again. I could always start AAS use to get my T levels back, but my research says that I might even do more damage to my testes and maybe put me on permanent TRT. (not just to supplement my natural T) which is NOT the situation I want to be in. I want to get back to my normal T levels.
I just want to get back to where my sex drive was before this last 600mg/TestE and 600mg Deca per week cycle. I am trying to reach my Doc, but I am freaking out in the mean time.
I would greatly appreciate any advice.
I have never taken Chlomid and don’t know anyone who has. I could possibly ask my doc to prescribe it.
Thanks in advance!