To start, I’m new here. 32 years old, 160 lbs, not sure of bf% but I’m sure it’s not good. I am currently on 125 mg of test c (ug) a week. I split a 25 my dose of aromasin per week for AI. I work construction and hit the gym 3 times a week at best right now. Even when I’m there I lack motivation and my joints are killing me. I have no insurance. I do have some VA benefits and perhaps even a service connected injury to help with this situation.
In a nutshell, I tried to take shortcuts by using anabolics in hopes of getting bigger. It started last year in October. I ran a 12 week cycle of test e 250 2x a week. Followed up with nolvadex and clomid but, had bad sides from clomid so I discontinued use. I had felt great while on cycle and coming off. March of this year rolls around and I felt like I could go again. No bloods done after first cycle or starting 2nd . In april I started to feel horrible. Couldn’t sleep, panic attacks, joint pain, ed, etc… I know bloodwork should have been done but life had me in a pinch at that time. I’m going in for bloodwork this Friday and depending on the results I was hoping I could seek some assistance through knowledge and personal expierience.
I would like to try a hpta restart and see if I can maybe get out of this nightmare before it does any more damage. I had no business messing with hormones, this is for sure. I understand that there’s a chance I’ve already screwed up too bad to bounce back but if there’s any of you guys that can help me out, it would be greatly appreciated. If there’s any information needed, let me know. I will post my upcoming blood results as soon as I get them. Thanks in advance.