Okay T folks I have created a problem which I think maybe difficult to resolve.And I need some advice to see if there is anything else I can do.
First off before I tell you what I did I accept that I am totally in the wrong and behaved like a complete geek.
My ex girlfriend and I have managed to remain friends even though we split up just over six months ago.She ended the three year relationship not for another guy but because,well I think we had gone as far as we could go on that front.
She is dating again he is ten years older than her,I have never met him but know that he is her supervisor at work.
So that is the background,to our situation.I was quite happy to stay friends and had no ulterior motive on hoping that we could get back together.
However on Sat Night I left a bar I had been in at all night and I was wasted.At 1am I thought it would be a really good idea to give my ex a call!,after waking her up I then proceeded to talk trash about her current boyfriend,which is bad enough but I then said " well I am glad he likes FAT girls".Needless to say she put the phone down instantly.
This girl is so self conscious about her weight,I cannot believe what I said.In fact though no excuse i do not remember most of what I said.
When I woke up in the morning I was horrified at what I had done,I know I am a complete asshole.The fat comment was way out of line and so was the trash talk.
I have tried calling to aplogise but and I understand why she refuses to take my calls.I had a phone txt of her saying that she was really hurt by what I said and to leave her alone.
I have sent a letter of apology by post and email saying how sorry I am.
Have I thrown away a good friend for a moments drunken madness?.Or can any of you out there think of anything else I can do to show how much I regret what I did.