Hey, guys…it’s been almost 7 months since I’ve dropped test cyp and I’m taking clomid for about 2 months and some days (not all days) my libido/sex drive is so high that it’s like I’m on my teens again and I’m 33 years old. I mean, super high, not just “increased”. Is that normal? And no, I’m not mad because of that. So the reason I’m asking this is because a lot of guys complain about SERMS. In fact, tamoxifen destroyed my sex drive when I tried it, but clomiphene does not. Well and why some days I have low libido and other days it’s like I’m a porn star?
Also I don’t have any recent labs, but I can say to you my health has never been the same like it used to be when I was much younger…I’m dead tired all the time for years in a row and it is very bad… even before clomid/testosterone cypionate…so yeah I’m not blaming them. I don’t know whats really happening, but I can feel I’m not the same for more than 15 years…something is abnormally wrong, I just feel like dying, even when I’m taking a shower… my heartbeat gets weird, blurred vision sometimes, knee pain when I sit on the floor (no, I’m not fat, it’s unbearable and I suspect the pain was caused because I used to skateboard in my teens) can’t sleep at all, during the day I feel shitty and about 11 PM it looks like I haven’t sleep for 6 months, no energy at all. like there’s no hope at all. And on the other hand, I got this sex drive thing getting better than ever?