Mentally feeling alot better! Thoughts of suicide have diminished. I dont feel completely exhaused all the time, However my libido is still missing, but I hope it will come back with time, hoping T increases and SHBG drops down. Think my brain needs more time to recover neurotransmitteractivity also.
Yes T looks fine, but my shbg is high which gives me a low free t. Also my balls are still atrophied, I wish I had done bloodwork before all of this so I knew what my baseline was. Just hoping my libido returns someday
I did HCG for 6-8 weeks 500iu eod followed by nolva 20mg ed for 4 weeks then clomid for a couple of weeks. Some days I would go 40mg nolva but that was totally uneccesary.
I will be getting bloodwork again tomorrow, if I don’t see any improvement in my LH and FSH, SHBG and free T, I think it’s time to hop on TRT. It’s now 17 months since I completely lost my libido and constant fatigue. Would be pretty pointless to keep waiting at this point wouldn’t it?
I know man. I really don’t want to, however I feel like I am wasting my time waiting for something which is not going to resolve by itself at this point. I hate having atrophied testis, and I know TRT wont make that any better either. If I see improvements on my bloodwork I guess I could wait another 6 months.
Update: My thyroid has normalised after two years. I was borderline hyperthyroid for a long time. I take this as a good sign towards recovery. I’m guessing thyroid compensated for the lack of T and now gotten back to its old roots. I still have no libido, however I can get erect much easier but there is no sensation. Orgasms still feel good though. Ejaculate varies, sometimes watery, sometimes more white, much more volume than before. I have been going to the gym for two months now. I don’t have that deliberating fatigue constantly anymore. Most days im «okay» but there are of course bad days here and there but they come alot less. Will update if I experience any more significant changes, cheers.
I hope so dude! The only issue I see is I have mid range T 560-607 ng/dl with kind of high SHGB at 44. I’m hypogonadal still judging off my Free T levels, and my gonads fluctuate size all the time. My T levels have to reach like 900-1000 for SHBG to drop and get a decent free T. I am a bit skeptical of that happening seems like a huge jump, but I’ve waited two years will hold on for another six months or so. Cheers mate, appreciate the reply.
Its not always about numbers. Go by how you feel. Some people feel absolutely fine on 300ngdl and some need 1000. Feeling will tell you what number you need.
Hello OP i am in a similar boat ever since i took dianabol and test enanthate in 2014 i am shutdown.LH is 1,7 and FSH is 0,5 and i am 26 years old.I took them when I was 17.My testosterone is right on mid range but my free T is at the bottom.