[quote]Headhunter wrote:
I can relate another experience, if any one is interested:
My fiance died 2 days before her 24th birthday. That evening, while lying on my bed, a voice said to me: “The Spirit” in a voice like I’ve never heard before. To call it ‘oceanic’ would be an understatement. An imaginary experience caused by grief? Possibly.
I’ve never heard voices before and only twice after. Once again, subjective and not open to experiment (hence not falsifiable). Conclude what you will.[/quote]
Firstly, I am sorry for your loss. That is a very hard thing.
As for your experience however, It is not that weird. It happens to me fairly regularly(at least a handful of times a year, sometimes multiple times in a month) It is almost always before I goto bed, or when I wake up, although similar things have happened during the day as well(but always tied into some sort of fairly monotonous activity).
I don’t know the ins and outs of it, but it has to do with feeling like you are awake when you are actually asleep. It is connected with lucid dreaming and sleep paralysis, and from what I understand, it can be caused by anything ranging from a traumatic experience, high stress, to simpler things like a bad mattress, a musky room, or indigestion.
Most people are likely to experience something similar at least once in their lives. As far as I am concerned it is the basis for the vast majority of unexplained phenomenon that happens late at night when no one is around(which is not to say these things can’t happen when other people are around).
Almost every culture has documented experiences tied into this stuff. Dream demons, incubus, ‘the witching hour’, boogie-man…etc. Some taking things more seriously than others.
Some terms to look up: Hypnagogia, sleep paralysis, and lucid dreaming.
Now, it has happened to me many times, and I have never placed its occurring on higher powers or supernatural forces. It comes from you. You create it, your brain. Nothing that has ever occurred in these situations have been indicative of anything, in and of themselves, but that is not to say nothing can become of them. If the experience gives you an idea, or otherwise inspires you to do something, then it might as well be God as far as I am concerned, same result in the end.
I know that I often hear music in these times. Incredible, complex, inventive, original and powerful music. But when I awake I can never remember it. It is my belief that the greatest composers experienced similar things, but for whatever reasons, they were able to harness those ideas and bring them to reality.
Anyway, that’s my ramble.
I don’t believe in God as a higher power, but I do believe in myself, and I don’t see a need to draw distinction between them.