Something has been going on with me recently and frankly I don't like it. First off I'm 19 (and look 28), second off I hit puberty very early and had hair on my stomach at age 12 and Ive had chest hair and a beard since I was 13.
What I don't like is that I'm losing and hair and feeling kind of down. I have a receding hairline and I'm thin on top, it is noticeable to others and my scalp has been sunburned before several times. I no longer have the urge to breed anything that has a vagina and I've noticed some performance. I'm not as hard anymore as well. I noticed the hair thing when I was 16 and denied it until about 8 months ago. I've been feeling kind of down, some motivation/ apathy issues at schoolwork and general life as well. Also I feel less likely to go do something stupid with all of my buddies as well and feel like less of a badass as well. I've never taken any T-Boosters or steroids before, only ZMA. I get about 6.5-7hrs of sleep 4 nights a week, 4 hrs of sleep 1 night a week and about 8hrs 2x a week plus an hour long nap.
Finding good protein sources and other food at the cafeteria here is impossible. The food is a shit sandwich minus the bread. I am having some blood work next week and I will post the results. What would be normal for a normal 19YO, what would be high range for a 19YO and what would be considered a low range for a 19YO? Also, should I stop taking ZMA for about a week to show what normal physiological levels would be and should I sleep like I normally do (6.5hrs) or get a full 9-10. What all should I have ordered? I have great insurance with the hospital so I can get literally anything done for next to nothing or for free.
And one last thing, for about the past week I've been waking up in the morning and had a sour gnawing in my stomach, not sure what it is. I'm a pre-med student taking 17 hours so my training isn't consistent but I make it to the gym 2 times a week minimum.