In my last post, I wrote about the things I can “quantify” - blood results, erection activity, etc.
But I didn’t say “How I feel”.
The first week or 10 days after my pellet insertion, I felt nothing. I was shocked because I knew my levels of T would be very high, and I knew that it only took 48 hours in the past for me to feel any changes.
Gradually, I began to feel better. The way I explain this to my doctor is both stupid and accurate. “I feel the world is brighter, more vibrant”.
Before the boost (pellet insertion), the world around me felt “black and white”; felt bland. I wasn’t excited about anything and had NO drive or energy to do anything. I was lethargic.
After 10 days or so, I begin feeling better. I started doing more and more things, while not realizing I had more energy and drive. That is when I felt the world around me was more “alive”. The feelings of lethargy and/or depression faded. The mental fog was lifted. I realized it had been days since I said “I am tired” during the day.
Testosterone increases someone’s desire for sex; in men, it actually needs to be converted into estrogen by the body to have its full effect,
(Is My Sex Drive Normal? | Right as Rain by UW Medicine)
I should have tested my estrogen last cycle, but forgot. After TRT, I have remained in the 24-28 range. This lab cycle returned results of 17. The quote that I attached makes me wonder “How much Testosterone needs to be converted” … in other words, are my E levels too low? Most guys on TRT talk about the “sweet spot” being in the law 20s.
Low testosterone levels may affect your sex drive and your ability to reach orgasm, but they do not have a physiological impact on your ability to achieve or maintain an erection. It is important to understand that erectile dysfunction is primarily a vascular issue, not a hormonal one. 1. Increasing testosterone levels (such as with testosterone therapy) does not increase the strength or frequency of erections.
(Does Low Testosterone Cause ED? | hims)
I read a lot (out of frustration with my issues) and come across articles that are difficult for me to grasp. The above quote is one that I find difficult to understand, because there is some documentation on TRT returning men to middle of the night or morning wood.
Yet I know guys with very low T levels who still get random erections at a funeral. Sometimes I think about paying for them to have a full blood work up just to see what is different.
I continue to ask … what is it about my hormones that prevent me from firing on all cylinders?