Good afternoon -
I messed up, plain and simple. I have been lifting since I was 16 years old, I am currently 25. I have never been interested in using steroids or any other supplement until this year. My circle of coworkers began using anabolics a few years ago and have blown up. Most of them look great, and I went to being the smallest in the group.
I was convinced to start by, what now is the dumbest thing I have ever heard: “You will eventually go on TRT, so why not just enjoy it now”? I did not want to jump into anything, so I started using RAD-140 (Testolone) 30mg for 12 weeks, first time I have ever used anything. I lied to my buddies and told them I was using Test/DECA, which was a lie.
The gains on the SARMS were amazing, peaking at month 2 gaining 20 pounds of solid muscle. I know now, using this is a starting cycle was way too much and suppressive. I PCT’d 4 days after my last RAD dose, for 10 days 50mg Clomid. I did that for 10 days, felt great and discontinued.
Then, a few weeks after, I started noticing I was going limp during sex. Not as erect, libido crashed. Prior I used to be able to have sex 3 rounds, all the time, everyday. I have a lot of partners, so when I noticed I could not get hard I panicked.
I started using a Testex 400 mix (Test Cyponiate 187MG, Test Enathanate 188MG, Test Propionate 25MG, total 400 MG) for 4 weeks, the last shot being on Saturday, close to a week ago. It helped a little bit, but no where close to 100%. I have been able to have sex, except with the one girl I really like. I continue to go limp on her.
I no longer want to use ANYTHING. I am done with all of this, and want to remain natural. The issue I am having is my erectile dysfunction and loss of libido. I spoke to my DR and he prescribed viagra to help as well, which does.
I have managed it now, but am afraid my issues will come back now that I am stopping test. So far though my testicles have not shrunk, and no other side effects except the loss of sex drive and at times limp dick. What do you guys recommend I do for PCT? I never want to use this stuff again, and want a smooth landing so I do not experience the limp dick again. I have 50mg of clomid on hand, no AI.