I've been on a cycle of test prop, anavar, hgh and arimidex for 7 days now (my first cycle). The problem is, I feel like absolute crap - normally i'm an animal in the gym with enough energy to pump heavy volume for hours, but after day 3 I have no motivation to train, feel unbeleivably lethargic in the gym and my strength has rocketed DOWNWARD. 2 weeks ago, before the cycle, I deadlifted 638... today I just managed 575. My appetite is completely shot and my joints feel like shit when doing weights far below my natural maxes! I've picked up a few pounds and am looking really vascular and full, but my main objective here was to gain plenty strength for powerlifting while picking up 11 or so pounds. Here are my dosages thus far:
Test prop 100mg EOD
Arimidex 0.5mg EOD
Anavar 50mg days 1 - 4, 30mg day 50, 40mg day 6 (After only 3 days Anavar shot my liver enzymes which is why I lowered the dosage, will post bloodwork below!)
HGH 2IU ED
Anavar caned my liver after only 3 days!
AST 34 (15 - 40)
ALT 32 (<40)
GGT 14 (0 - 64)
Alk Phos 333 (53 - 128) - Pre-existing anemia raises this.
After 3 days on cycle:
Alk Phos 383
I did plenty of research before this cycle and am on plenty support supplements: NAC, milk thistle, liv52, red yeast rice, policosanol, flax seed oil, CoQ10 etc. Even with the liver support there was impact.
Guys, i'm seriously considering dropping the var completely and just sticking it out with the test prop. What do you think is causing this? Could it be the arimidex? Could the test be causing the lethargy? Liver strain? There isn't much point being on cycle if I can't train like I usually do or eat well, pretty despondent atm since I definitely envisioned strength to have shot up and to have at least the same energy I had off cycle.