I decided to try TRT after having long lasting troubles from ssris. I hope somehow TRT help me to alleviate my currently symptoms:
-lack of romantic feelings
-and overall feelings of dont care and apathy to some extend
-some brain fog
-very very suicidal at times
Just to clarify, i did not have any of this symptoms prior ssris, i was very driven an passionate before ssris.I just got a paradoxical reaction were my dick shrunk suddenly and has stayed numb since then.i was also feeling quite flat for a while. I primarily suspect some endocrine disruption from the ssri.
I havent touch a ssri in a year
Some numbers I got recently:
Total T 289 ng/dl range 131-1080
Prolactin 20.7 ng/ml range 2.1-17.7
Total T 364 ng/do range 131-1080
Free T 10 pg/ml range 4.5-42
I checked my thyroids while ago and they were good
Estadiol was at 15 pg/ml a while ago
I ll do more test soon and keep updated this thread in my journey.
Do you guys think im gonna feel better on TRT? I’m pretty desesperate at this point and having dark thoughts