This is a pretty sensitive and desperate post so please think before posting any unhelpful rubbish...
Long story short, I'm currently dating a girl who is a competitive bodybuilder and runs a bit of gear at lowerish dosages. Her behavior has changed substantially in the last 3 weeks and I can't fucking work out why. Google really is not going to help here.
She was running Primo 100mg/wk, Short acting Deca 50mg/wk when we first met with a bit of insulin every now and then. This was a 10-12 week cycle from memory.
She's recently dropped both compounds and now is on var 20mg/wk and just started equipoise 50mg/wk.
No I am not supplying her any of this.
These are all the dosages and compounds shes told me about so its the most accurate information I can go off.
She's currently cutting for a comp, low carb, cardio, all that shit, and her behavior and disinterest for the relationship has degraded substantially.
My question is, can gear fuck with a female partners head and completely change their temperament towards a relationship? The simplest way to explain it is she is 'like that shit boyfriend who doesn't pay his girlfriend attention, put any effort into the relationship and only cares about training + diet', but in this case its a chick.
Really chasing some real life experience on this one as I'm quite desperate to work out what the fuck is going on...