I started down the same road as you 3 years ago, bro. Had to literally threaten to walk out and take my business elsewhere to get the first doc to even test me for testosterone level. "Testosterone is steroids, you know."
I'll never forget the twerp who wanted to take me off Androgel (and ANY TRT) when I came in at 244 ng/dl.
Or the HRT 'specialist' (I kid you not) who thought Androgel was applied as a patch.
I now do 250 mg of Cyp per week (plus some little 'extras') and actually feel good again.